Blake's Party

This is what Saturday night was all about: alcohol. I have never seen so much of it and to be honest it scared me.

Saturday night was Blake's birthday party. So I was going and sleeping over. Innocently enough I thought it would be a nice night, you know typical dancing, having a natter that kind of stuff. However that was not to be.



I arrived and the house was as any other party. A couple of people there, I arrived early-ish, and some loud music - fair enough ! Then more people began to come and the dancing began with an couple of us having a chat. Still innocent enough. At this point I was quite enjoying myself, if it had carried on like that then it would have been fun.

However, two boys came in through the living room with big packs of WKD's in the arms. In fact one had so many that he dropped one or two on the floor, throwing glass across the kitchen floor in a house where wearing shoes inside is a punishable offence.

Ok, the appearance of alcohol initially didn't dismay me as the quantity they had brought meant that everyone might get one bottle each, plus they're mainly fruit juice anyway. Anyway they were distributed and everyone, including myself, had a drink.

Now things started to turn into a drunken stupor very quickly. His parents put out some nibbles and then they left the house to Blake. Bad move, from there a supply of beer and other alcoholic drinks appeared and soon there was more than enough beer to go around. Then when I saw one boy mixing drinks and heard another say that he had been on the Pernod before he had come... well...

It was frightening how quickly they got drunk. In fact it was so frightening I wanted to leave. When I go to a party, I want to have fun and to be fair alcohol is totally unnecessary. Fair enough have one or two but where's the good time in getting drunk?

Anyway, I got my things, rang for a lift and left. However before I did I notice Blake was sprawled out in the middle of the living room. Also as I walked out the door, I saw another boy shoot out the side door and throw up in the garden. I can't get this image out of my head. I feel sick just to think about it.

After these wonderful events plus threats that the police had been called, with the news that Leanne was going to throw herself in front of a car or something, I was so glad to see my mother's car come up the road. I ran and got in and for the first time since I got there I could relax.

An Outing in Cardiff !!

Well what a day I have had !!

A day full of bitching, shopping and watching with Lyndsey in Cardiff!!

For a start it was warm !! I'm not used to the weather being nice I was half expecting it to rain. However it didn't and I was left lugging round a heavy coat all day !!

Bloody Coat !!

That was the only bad part. We've said some really strange but histerically funny things. For example:

A man walked past in a "lilac" hoddy and imediatly we turned to each other and said "Gay!" It was very funny !!!

Get a guy to wear that and tell me he's not gay !!

Then there was the band we saw randomly. They were playing right in the middle of Queen Street. In all fairness they were quite good and we must have stopped two or three times to watch them. Then there was the "are we to chicken to go and pick up a flyer" conversation but eventually we concered our fears an obtained the flyer.

After that we then continued to accuire our food from Boots as a protest !! - our conversation about how McDonalds are single handedly destroying the world and causing Global Warming!

McDonalds will single handedly destroy the Western World !!

Then to make our way out to Albany Road - one of the rougher areas of Cardiff !! - we had to cross a main road via traffic lights. Now as we waited the bus we were after came up and parked at the stop across the road. Lyndsey began to look anxious and started screaming "Change faster !!" Sadly it didn't work and we watched helplessly as the bus drove away without us in it!! From this we are now beginning the "Ban Traffic Lights" Campaign - so they may have saved a few lives but millions have missed their busses because of them !!

Damn them !!

Then after acquiring so "slutty" clothes from Primark !! Yes, believe it or not I have bought clothes from Primark. We went back to watch the band again, who were in fact called The LowLights - www.thelowlights.co.uk . Soon they were finished and Lynds, being Lynds, wanted a photograph with the band, so we sat down near them and watched as two girls came over and began to talk to them. Soon after Lynds started fantasising about knocking these two girls out and going up and having her photo with the band. Eventually she did have her photo with the band greeting them with a high pitched "HI!!" The band looked very freaked out that she wanted a photo but shes got one !!

Hello I'm Lyndsey and I'll be your stalker for today

All in all the day was great ! We should have more days like that and if that bands playing again all the better !!

Sono Depressato !

Yeah, I've not gone emo but things have gotten a bit depressing lately !!

Italian - I used to really enjoy it but now it's starting to get annoying. Every lesson she makes a jab at Daniel telling him to bring in a cake. At first it was funny then it just became annoying and now I want to grab her by the throat smash her head against the table and shout Fuck off!!!!.

Ahh that makes me feel better !!

Then there's the fact that I'm loosing my toutch. In italian I used to be the undisputed knower of all vocabulary we had covered but after my defeat at the hands of the "others" I don't feel as confident any more!!

Fuck off italy !!

Then there's Valentines Day. I gave up on love a long time ago but all of a sudden I felt a spark and thought maybe I should give it one last try. So we went out, had a coffee got to know each other and found that there was an imense amount we had in common. I was even considering sending a valentines card. However that was all thrown into array by one unprovoked comment on msn:

i like u as a great mate ell night night xxxxx

Just a mate. Oh dear once again I give up !! I think it is quite obvious that I am never meant to be loved. I have decided to wrap myself up in my acedemia and not bother with relationships ever again!