Sono Depressato !

Yeah, I've not gone emo but things have gotten a bit depressing lately !!

Italian - I used to really enjoy it but now it's starting to get annoying. Every lesson she makes a jab at Daniel telling him to bring in a cake. At first it was funny then it just became annoying and now I want to grab her by the throat smash her head against the table and shout Fuck off!!!!.

Ahh that makes me feel better !!

Then there's the fact that I'm loosing my toutch. In italian I used to be the undisputed knower of all vocabulary we had covered but after my defeat at the hands of the "others" I don't feel as confident any more!!

Fuck off italy !!

Then there's Valentines Day. I gave up on love a long time ago but all of a sudden I felt a spark and thought maybe I should give it one last try. So we went out, had a coffee got to know each other and found that there was an imense amount we had in common. I was even considering sending a valentines card. However that was all thrown into array by one unprovoked comment on msn:

i like u as a great mate ell night night xxxxx

Just a mate. Oh dear once again I give up !! I think it is quite obvious that I am never meant to be loved. I have decided to wrap myself up in my acedemia and not bother with relationships ever again!